Layers of Cumulonimbus

Despite the recent REAL TRIUMPH, slow but steady breakthrough tracking..

Still do I have so many storms indeed!! All OVERLAPPING! ..but I wont dramatize anything unnecessary and I'm tremendously grateful for having much better life experiences than so-SO many others. and yet I'll never deny the problems I've got and I'll 100% always stick & listen to the Onyx Dragon!!

Night Flower #1 The Cat and the Dragon

Got an orange cat with me.. this time I was 100% sure I could take care of it, comfortable with the connection..

Another cat, black tabby medium hair, waiting in cage.. decided to take it along with me as well.. so I went back to the room.
It almost died.. ants all around. I splashed it gently with clear(er) water nearby.. 3 times and the ants moved away entirely.. the kitten was visibly getting healthier faster from dying!
It was gigantic room with water pool very deep & large.. 75% consisted of dirty yellow water.. but on the 'beach' part at least cleaner.

I splashed the cute fluffy medium-long haired kitten more.. gradually it turned into a black steel dragon adorned with beautiful gold carvings on its body! But it's still weak.
I decided to leave it on the 'beach', at least it's awaken back to life now and recovering.. so I could attend another serious stuff knowing it's now safe..

Adieu

I saw a post of one of my favorite members in the forum I used to be active in. Badly want to reply as now I feel better, more 'connected', more sober. But the intuitive part of me keep telling me not to. This is for the best, at least from my point of interest. I really had to say good bye to that place and not return perhaps forever despite I may still lurk once in a while.

Sorry my friend. I really need to keep setting my sails full, stay on track with no stop, follow the wind. Farewell.

Canta Per Me Music: Yuki Kajiura Vocal: Deb Lyons

Italian	English
Canta per me addio quel dolce suono de’ passati giorni mi sempre rammenta	Sing for me farewell that sweet sound of past days always remember me
La vita dell’amore dilette del cor mio o felice tu anima mia canta addagio	The life of the love beloved in my heart oh happy, you, my soul sing slowly
Tempra la cetra e canta il inno di morte a noi si schiude il ciel volano al raggio	Strengthen your lyre and sing the hymn of death the sky opens to use fly to the ray
La vita dell’amore dilette del cor mio o felice, tu anima mia canta addio	The life of the love beloved in my heart oh happy, you, my soul sing farewell
La vita dell’amore o dilette del cor mio	The life of the love oh beloved in my heart

 

 

16.07.17 #2

OKAY! Watermelon is done, time for FUN: a cup of delicious savory instant noodle, fresh-cold water, and a hot sweet tea. Now turn on a cozy classic horror movie!

"Perhaps you understand the secret of this house now. Precisely. It reflects the personality of whoever lives in it and treats him accordingly. I hope it finds a proper tenant soon. Perhaps you would like it. There's nothing to be afraid of. If you're the right sort of person. Think it over."

Ooooohh.. I'd LOVE to try my luck & stay!! Because maybe the house knows more about me than I do! Flatter me please!

What kind of experience(s) would it bring to me? Would my rich imagination, multiple overlapping metaphors come true? That I'd be granted of every role I want to play from a cozy codex lover to a hardcore adventurer?? Would it attract the man of my dreams? Would it be an ever changing fun house for me?

But having a prolific mind doesn't always mean the ability to MASTER it. I DON'T want the house responding to the worst case scenarios, NOT IN A MILLION YEARS!!!

Conclusion:
Master yourself, master the world.

16.07.17 #1

This time cozy mystery is accompanied by watermelon cuts, not sweets. Oh well. Time for healthy eating..

..but I can't promise I wont cook an instant noodle later, har harr!!